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Coyote's words resounded like thunder beneath the Blanket and his laughter fell as rain upon the Earth, making slimy green puddles from which Everything-that-is grew. Even the First People came from the puddles. They crawled out of them on their bellies, then stood up beneath the old black Blanket and feared.
When he saw the People's dark confusion, Coyote chuckled for a moment,
then snapped his white-tipped tail like a whip across the sky, leaving
behind a Story that looked just like the Sun."Ahh!" the First People exclaimed, for now they could see their own shadows, which they studied in fascination. Soon they forgot the Story that lit up the Earth and ended their confusion. Coyote howled in dismay because the People were so foolish. His howl echoed in the Canyons many times over until the People thought the echoes were the First Story. Coyote tried to laugh at their new foolishness, but nothing came out of him but dismay, which the People called Death. Then Coyote couldn't stop laughing. He grabbed his sides and rolled across the world in a fit of glee. Finally he reached the hills where Dog was curled up in a ball. "You wouldn't believe what I just did," he bragged, then told her in great detail of his exploits. She listened attentively and nodded at all the right moments, for she knew it would be her turn when Coyote was done. "You wouldn't believe what I just did," Dog announced, then held up each pup she had given birth to while Coyote was off playing. Coyote gasped in amazement, then noticed that one of them had a white- tipped tail exactly like his own. "You shall fly between worlds," he told that pup. "The world of the foolish People with little memory shall be your home, while the world of the Story shall be your salvation." I was that pup. This is that Story.
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The Dog's name at birth
was Donald Allen Hall, but he called himself Lucky. One side of
his face was covered with a strawberry — a red wine-colored stain of
skin
that ran from above his left temple, across his forehead to the bridge
of his nose, then nearly straight down the middle of his face into his
shirt collar. When you glanced at him, it's all that you
saw. Not the color of his eyes or the jut of his chin, just the
strawberry that transformed his face into a harlequin's mask.
At the time of his arrest he was twenty-two years old
and homeless. He had no family in Vermont, no friends, no
job. In short, if bail were set in this capital case, the Dog
would languish in jail for lack of it. Part of my job as a
criminal defense investigator is making our clients look good to the
court. I can't accomplish that if they're sitting behind
bars. With Donald “Lucky” Hall, I'd need more than a little
luck to make him look like anything other than a prime suspect of an act
so heinous it shocked the conscience.
I didn't know any of this about the Dog when I first
heard him howl. He was inside a large holding tank directly across
from the tiny room where lawyers meet with their incarcerated
clients. The Dog's howl resounded in the concrete vault of the
empty cell, sending chills up and down my spine. I'd been working
in the public defender system for ten years and had witnessed some
strange behavior, but this was downright eerie.
“Did I make him do that?” I asked Rod, the shift
supervisor who had escorted me through the jail to the attorney's
room. I saw Rod nearly every day, and we had this unspoken
agreement. If Rod knew something I needed to know, he let it
slip. I returned the favor by keeping him posted on the anguish
level of my clients. The last thing Rod wanted on his shift was a
suicide.
“Naw, he's been howlin' like that since they brought
him in an hour ago. Reminds me of my first coon dog. One
night he's so worked up he follows a smart old coon into an apple tree,
just scrabbles right up after it. Soon as the dog's into the
crotch of that tree, the coon jumps off a high branch into the night,
leavin' the dog stuck behind, howlin' in fear and frustration to be
tricked that way — treed by a coon!”
I started to laugh out loud but was pulled up short
when the Dog howled again, this time with such force that I flinched.
“Yeah, that dog was a lot like this fellow here,”
Rod said, cutting me a look out of the corner of one eye.
I wondered if he were trying to tell me something he
couldn't come right out and say. I was about to ask when the Dog
howled again.
Normally, Rod's presence is enough to stifle anyone's
baser instincts. Though he stoops over as if gravity is dragging
down his meaty shoulders, Rod standing tall is six feet six inches and
270 pounds. When Rod had come back from Vietnam, a personnel
officer at the Vermont Department of Corrections had taken one look at
him and hired him on the spot, assigning him to the Goon Squad at the
old Windsor State Prison. Whenever a prisoner had started acting
up, the Goon Squad had been sent in to “quiet things down.”
That was a long time ago, but Rod continued to have a
chilling effect on most people.
Rod unlocked the two sets of steel bars to the holding
cell, then motioned for the Dog to follow him. The Dog was cuffed
both at his wrists and ankles, and the cuffs were attached by heavy
chains to a thick leather belt that was strapped around his waist.
He took one look at Big Rod and backed away.
“Gonna play that way, are we?” A grim smile
spread across Rod's face as he lumbered into the cell, wrapped a giant
hand around the Dog's skinny arm, then half led, half dragged him across
the hall to the attorney's room. 
We were deep in the heart of the jail beyond the reach
of any natural light. There was just one bulb recessed in the
steel-plated ceiling. It cast a pale orange glow on the sweating
concrete walls, making everything indistinct and almost smoky, reminding
me of the hellish scenes painted by Hieronymus Bosch.
The Dog howled in misery the whole way across the
hall, his harlequin's mask a study in torture. Since I could see
that Rod wasn't physically hurting him, I wondered what was behind the
anguish so evident on the Dog's face.
As they passed by I reached out a reassuring hand, but
the Dog pulled back in fear and snarled at me, his chains rattling like
Jacob Marley's in A Christmas Carol.
Rod chuckled and, as he shoved the Dog into the
attorney's room, said, “I'll leave you two lovebirds alone so you can
get better acquainted.” Even through the thick smudged lenses of
his glasses, I could see Rod's eyes twinkling at the prospect of my
being stuck alone with the Dog. While we had a solid trust
relationship, it clearly was within the confines of our adversarial
roles, which meant we both took pleasure in the other's professional
tribulations.
“Before you disappear, I'd appreciate it if you'd
remove all the hardware from my client.”
“You just might regret that, good buddy.
Trooper Smalley is at the emergency room right now gettin' stitched up
from bites your client inflicted before they could get him lashed down.”
“If that cretin Smalley ever tried to bust me, I'd
bite him, too.”
“I guess I can't argue that one.” Rod
laughed and unlocked the cuffs. “But remember, this is your idea
and I'm not responsible for any harm you may incur in the performance of
your dubious duties.”
“Big Man Rod, you're simply the most eloquent screw
I've ever known.”
Rod bellowed at my sarcastic use of the old epithet
for a jailer, then added as he left the room, “From the looks of it,
I'm ‘bout the best screw you're gonna see tonight.”
I grimaced in distaste at the sexual entendre.
Though I'd unwittingly opened the door to it, I don't play the sex-talk
game, which I consider crude and counterproductive.
If
the Dog had any clue about what we'd been saying, he didn't let
on. He simply stared warily at me from the corner where he'd
retreated when freed from his chains. When I didn't react, he
crouched down and drew into himself, panting slightly.
Sitting in one of the folding chairs at a gray metal
table that filled most of the small room, I studied the Dog. What
I saw at first glance was a young man who, except for the remarkable
wine-colored blotch covering the left side of his face, looked like any
number of other street people in the Northeast Kingdom — a region
comprised of Vermont's three northeastern counties.
He was nearly six feet and very bony, his pale skin
stretched tightly across sharp features — a pointy chin, high
cheekbones, a prominent forehead. He had a shadow of a mustache
and goatee, and his hollow cheeks were pitted with a purplish hue from
an old case of acne. It was mid-October, and he wore a ragged wool
coat. On his sockless feet was a worn pair of blue Nikes, one
without any laces. His black jeans were faded gray and torn at
both knees, his red flannel shirt frayed at the cuffs where his wrist
bones stuck out. The Dog's shoulder-length brown hair, very thin
and lank, was cut in bangs over golden eyes that darted around the room
as I stared at him.
In the mounting silence I could hear the clanging of
cell doors, the groans and shouts of inmates and guards echoing down the
concrete hallway outside the attorney's room. Then I could hear
one thing more: the Dog was snuffling. His head was cocked
to one side, his nostrils flaring open and closed, and I suddenly
realized he was sniffing me. His eyes were downcast, and I
wondered how long the Dog would wait until he finally looked directly at
me.
No sooner had I thought this than his hooded eyes
flashed open and locked in on mine.
I was startled by his golden stare, which somehow was
both intense and vacuous. The look confused me, for I couldn't
tell what was behind his eyes, which were large and set far apart,
giving his face an open and innocent look. I'd seen that look
before, though it took me a moment to remember who it was that shared
this same wary, wide-eyed innocence. Odysea. She had that
open-eyed look that had made me trust her from the start.
“My name's Jimmy St. John,” I said, my voice
sounding brittle and false as it broke the silence. Even to me my
name sounded like a lie, which it was, but there was no way that the Dog
could have known that. No one in Vermont knew, not even Odysea.
Yet his blank stare seemed to say that he did know, that he was
challenging me to stop the lies and utter one true word for the first
time in my life.
I ignored the challenge and continued. “I work
for the public defender who's been assigned to represent you. Her
name is Diane Ashley-Warner, and she asked me to stay with you until the
sheriffs transport you to the courthouse where you'll be arraigned.”
The Dog's head quivered slightly as if he suffered a
minor tremor.
I couldn't tell whether anything I'd said had
penetrated the thick wall of his golden stare.
“Do you know why you're here?”
The Dog just stared.
“You're accused of kidnapping and killing a
six-month-old baby.”
The Dog's eyes blinked once, hard. It was as if
I had struck him in the face.
“What's your name?” I asked in a softer tone.
Silence.
“Do you know where you are?”
No reply.
Sometimes I wonder why I do this work, but I never
wonder at moments like this. It's the challenge that keeps me
totally focused, the challenge of getting through to someone who's so
completely lost they don't even know their own name.
One moment they're standing on the earth like you and
me — maybe just brushing their teeth and wondering about an elusive
dream — the next moment they're looking back at us from the wrong side
of the River Styx. They don't remember dying, but they're in Hell,
literally, and I'm a guide from the cool green world of the living,
waving at them from across the River, holding out a promise that maybe,
just maybe, they can cross back over.
As I looked at the Dog looking at me, I wondered if
he'd ever cross over.
Then I thought about him biting Trooper Smalley.
A wicked smile creased the corners of my mind and I
had to admit I garnered more than a little satisfaction from Smalley's
discomfort.
Maybe it was for all the wrong reasons, but suddenly I
liked this strange and timid young man who looked like a harlequin and
bayed like a hound and bit the bad guys. That's the sum total of
everything I knew about him at that point, and suddenly it was
enough. I dropped my eyes and stopped staring at him.
“It's okay, my friend, you don't have to tell me
your name. If it was me, I wouldn't feel like talking
either. Besides, I know that if Trooper Smalley was involved in
your arrest, he didn't make it easy for you. He's a mean-spirited
asshole who gets his kicks by pounding on people who can't or won't
complain. So it's my guess that he provoked you, that biting him
was an act of self-defense. And it's also my guess that right now
you don't trust anybody. I don't blame you.
“So you don't have to tell me your name and you
don't have to trust me. I'm not expecting you to, not yet.
But I want you to know that I'm on your side. It may be hard for
you to believe that anybody's on your side right now, but that's what
your lawyer Diane and I get paid to do — be on your side when no one
else will. We won't judge you, we don't even have to believe you
are innocent, but at some point we do have to know that you understand
the criminal charges you're facing and that you can help us defend you
against those charges.”
It was a long speech, but by the end I thought I saw a
flicker of comprehension flash across the Dog's face.
Then I heard Rod pounding on the steel door.
“Time to go, Jimmy. The sheriffs are waiting.”
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Even after nine hours in
court, Diane Ashley-Warner, Esq., looked exquisite to me. It
wasn't just her physical appearance, which I found alluring enough, but
something deeper, a kind of sensual energy that pulled me towards her
unrelentingly. Of course Diane was unaware of this. Long ago
I had learned the trick of masking sexual interest with smug
indifference. When you look the way I do, dissembling is a
survival skill. Yet at certain rare moments I let slip the iron
mask to study her unawares.
This was one of those moments.
As I had entered the first set of
double doors on the
Eastern Avenue side of the brick courthouse, I had spied Diane at the
other end of the long hallway. She was talking animatedly to someone
inside the district court clerk's office. I'd stopped before
knocking on the second set of glass doors and lingered a moment,
feasting on the sight of this woman who wielded more raw power over me
than she'll ever know.
I love to watch her body speak its
subtle tongues. The quick sweep of her elegant fingers as they
punctuate a point. The way her hips swivel as she laughs.
The slight tilt of her head when perplexed. All of it titillates
and amuses me, making me feel more alive than I manage on my own.
She was dressed in a pale yellow
cotton shift that hung to her knees, a purposely loose fit to hide her
body from invasive eyes like mine. Diane has a runner’s body,
thin yet lithe, her legs long and finely muscled, her shoulders broad,
her breasts small. She has a pointy nose on a face that’s too
often too solemn, but when she smiles she holds nothing back.
Except for the black blazer whose
padded shoulders gave her the more formal look required for court, she
could have been headed for a boat party on Lake Champlain. Her
silver-blonde hair, which must have been white as a child, was held back
by a barrette at the nape of her neck. She had black slipper-like
shoes on her feet, the right one softly stroking the back of her left
calf. As she did so, a black leather shoulder bag swung slightly
at her side. The only jewelry she wore was a pair of tiny gold ear
studs and a very large and ostentatious diamond ring.
I once had chided her about the
ring, which I’d implied was out of character, and she had defended it
as Bob’s choice. “It was his mother’s wedding ring,” she
had replied curtly, obviously aware of the lavish statement the ring
achieved.
At that moment I'd looked into her
green eyes and seen that I had hit a sore spot, so I mumbled something
about the value of tradition and changed the subject.
Now as I studied her I could see my
own reflection in the glass panel of the door before me. What I
saw was a tired-looking man of forty-eight with dark bulging eyes and
thinning gray hair pulled tightly back into a long pony tail. A
thick salt-n-pepper beard dominated my face but couldn't hide the flat,
wide nose, the swarthy complexion. Thick-bodied and short, I was
dressed in my usual uniform: dark jeans, a blue work shirt
unbuttoned at the collar, a knit tie loosely knotted, a tan corduroy
sport coat I'd found at a church rummage sale. I saw my rumpled
reflection, then through it to Diane, and realized not for the first
time the absurdity of my infatuation.
An ugly man should know his limits,
resist and dissemble.
I resumed my iron mask of
indifference and pounded on the locked inner door to the
courthouse. The glass rattled loudly, making Diane turn towards
me. I saw her eyes light up in recognition, then she said
something to the person inside the office, whose braying laughter
spilled into the hallway, so I knew it was Lucy Miller, the district
court clerk. Miller must have pressed the buzzer that unlocked the
door, for I heard the lock click open. Even in pastoral Vermont,
court security was getting tighter every year.
Diane turned away and headed down
the hallway in my direction. Her black slippers made soft sliding
sounds on the tiled floor. Her eyes bore into mine, making me
flush with anticipation.
We met outside the jury room where
we usually interview clients before arraignments. She stood very
close to me, our shoulders nearly touching, and then she placed a hand
on my arm, pulling me even closer. Our faces were so near I could
feel her breath on my neck, and for a moment I thought her lips were
parting in invitation.
My fantasy splintered as her lips
broke into lawyer's words.
“Lucy just told me that Judge
Stone is biting at the bit to get this over with so we can all go home,
but I convinced Lucy we need a few minutes to go over the case with our
client before the arraignment. What did you find out at the jail?”
I flinched inside, then tried to
form a response but couldn't. What I had interpreted as intimacy
was merely Diane being professionally discreet. I turned away from
her and opened the door to the jury room.
When she followed me inside, I said
with my back to her, “Not much, he wouldn't talk to me either. I
wouldn't even know his name now except I got lucky as I left the jail.”
“Lucky?”
“You got it — Lucky — that's
what he calls himself.”
“What's his legal name?”
“Donald Allen Hall. I know
this only because I ran into Sue Lecroix. Do you know her?”
“Isn't she a new correctional
officer?”
“That's right. Turns out she
also volunteers at the community meals held at Grace Church. He
apparently has been coming there to eat for the past few months.
Sue recognized him. He used to live on a farm near her parents'
hunting camp in North Danville. She told me he was a foster kid
there. Apparently the farm family had a contract with the state to
provide emergency shelter for kids who're especially troubled.”
“And our client was one of them?”
“Definitely. Sue told me he
rarely talks, and then only in response to direct questions. She
also told me he has no family here. No one knows much about him,
just his name and age. He simply appeared one evening at the rest
area on Interstate 91 in Lyndonville. The attendant said he saw a
battered old Chevy with Connecticut plates. Someone shoved a
teenaged kid out the door, then took off fast. He called the cops,
and Lucky ended up living with Sue's neighbors until he turned eighteen.”
“I thought social services keeps
working with kids like him even after eighteen.”
“They probably did, but that was
four years ago and they must have given up at some point because Sue
says he's been living in a tent down by the river underneath the
Portland Street Bridge.”
Diane considered this for a moment,
then went back to an earlier point she wanted clarified. “If the
farm family provided temporary shelter, why did he continue to live
there?”
“I don't know. Maybe social
services couldn't find anywhere else to place him. I guess he was
too weird for their long term foster homes.”
“You mean because he doesn't talk?”
“Not exactly.”
Just then we heard the courthouse
doors open and the sound of a dog whimpering. I looked at Diane
and inclined my head in the direction of the whimper.
“Tell me that's not who I think it
is,” Diane said, her eyes widening in disbelief.
“You ain't heard nothin' yet,” I
said as a baying howl erupted in the high-ceilinged hallway.
A gruff voice hissed “Shut-up!”
Then there was a sharp rap on the frosted glass of the jury room
door. When Diane opened it, two grim-looking sheriff's deputies
stood on either side of Lucky. I'd seen both of them before but
didn't know them by name.
“Here's your client,” the taller
one said, layering more contempt on the word “client” than I thought
possible.
“We'll be sitting right there,”
the second deputy said, pointing with his trigger finger at a bench
directly across the hall. Then he shoved Lucky inside the room and
quickly closed the door before Diane could object to the shove.
As soon as Lucky spotted me, he
shuffled over to my side of two large conference tables placed
end-to-end in the narrow room. His chains rattled as he sidled up
to me. He whimpered a few moments then stopped, clearly calmed by
my presence, which surprised me.
Diane took it all in without
comment, then walked to the other side of the tables and sat down in one
of the Windsor chairs. She removed a file from her black leather
shoulder bag and opened it. Inside was the Information, a pink
sheet of paper that contained the formal criminal charges brought by the
State's Attorney. Attached to it were affidavits by the
investigating officers, including Trooper Smalley. She read them
over carefully, then turned to Lucky and said, “My name is
Diane. I'm the public defender for Caledonia County. Judge
Stone, who'll be presiding at your arraignment in a few minutes, has
appointed me to represent you, at least for the arraignment.”
Lucky stared at her blankly.
“Would you like to sit down?”
Diane asked, motioning towards a chair in front of him and directly
across the wide table from her.
When he didn't respond, she tried
again. “What's your name?”
He just moved closer to me, clearly
disturbed by her persistence.
Then Diane abruptly pushed back the
Windsor chair and stood up. The steel-capped chair legs scraped
loudly on the floor, which made Lucky wince. Diane started walking
along the other side of the table towards the windows at the end of the
room, dodging chairs in her way. It was stuffy and dark in the
room, so I assumed she was going to open a window
or raise the dark green shades. Instead of stopping at the windows
she kept coming around the second conference table until she was on our
side of the room. She walked right up to Lucky, looked directly
into his eyes, and smiled at him warmly.
“Let me start again,” she
said. “My name is Diane.” She held out her hand, and
when Lucky didn't take it, she continued reaching towards him until she
gently touched his forearm. Lucky looked down at the floor,
avoiding her gaze, but he didn't pull away.
Then she said softly, “It's okay,
Lucky.”
When he heard her say his name, he
snuck a glance before quickly lowering his eyes again.
Diane patted his arm and pulled two
chairs out from the table so that they faced one another. She sat
down in one and motioned to the other. Lucky glanced at her again,
hesitated, then sat in the chair, his shoulders hunched over and his
head hanging.
Diane reached out and took both his
hands in hers. As she did so, the chain that was strapped to the
belt on his waist rattled slightly.
“Do you have any idea why you are
here, Lucky?” she asked in a voice uncharacteristically gentle.
Lucky looked up at her with his
doleful eyes, then shook his head, almost imperceptibly. If I
hadn't been watching intently, I would have missed it.
“I didn't think so,” Diane
said. She studied him a moment more, glanced at me, then
continued. “The police say you took a six-month-old baby out of
her mother's car and then killed her by shaking her body until it broke
apart.”
Lucky responded, as he had in the
jail, as if he'd been punched in the face.
“I'm sorry, Lucky. I don't
want to upset you, but we have to go over this before the
arraignment. As part of the arraignment, the judge first must
decide if there's been a crime committed, which obviously there has, and
then whether it's likely that you are the person who committed it.
That's called determining probable cause. The state police who
arrested you claim that you were seen by the store manager at the
mini-mart at the time of the kidnapping.” She dropped Lucky's
hands and reached across the gleaming maple table to grab the
paperwork. After glancing at the Information she said, “This was
almost three weeks ago on a Friday afternoon, September 25. Do you
remember anything about that day?”
This time Lucky didn't respond at
all as far as I could tell.
“Lucky, you have to think about
this. It's important that you remember where you were on that day,
who you were with, what happened. You have to be able to help
us. If you weren't there at the mini-mart, if you can prove you
were somewhere else entirely, we can claim you have an alibi, but we
have to make the claim soon or lose the legal right to that defense.”
It was as if she hadn't spoken, and
I could see that Diane was losing her patience. Her voice took on
a more aggressive tone. “Lucky, this is important. You
must talk with me. You're being charged with murder and
kidnapping! You could end up spending the rest of your life behind
bars, whether you did it or not. Please talk to me!”
She might as well have been speaking
to the wall. Lucky had gone somewhere else. He was an empty
container. No one home.
As soon as she realized this, Diane
turned to me and casually announced, “I'm going to ask Judge Stone to
order a competency evaluation.”
“Don't do it, Diane.”
Her face flushed with anger.
“Why the hell not? My client won't even talk to me!”
“Because they'll never find him
competent, and you know it. It's a cheap shot: Send your
difficult client off to the shrinks and never see him again. No
trial, no conviction, no work, just Waterbury State Hospital for Lucky
until he dies or they kill him with their so-called ‘treatments.'
Is that what you want?”
She glared at me, then said, nearly
shouting, “This is my call, not yours! If he can't communicate,
he can't assist in his defense, which means he's legally incompetent to
stand trial. I don't know what your problem is, but take it
somewhere else!”
I couldn't believe she was saying
this. “I thought we were a team, Diane.”
“Not when you're attacking my
professional judgment.”
“Fuck your professional
judgment! We're talking about a human life here.”
“What about the victim? Was
hers not ‘a human life'?”
I shook my head in disbelief.
“I don't know where you're coming from on this. Just because he
won't talk to you doesn't mean he's guilty. We have no idea what
happened that day, whether he was even there.”
“And how do you propose to find
out?”
“I don't know, but we'll never get
the chance if you go ahead with your competency request.”
“I don't see any
alternative. At least he won't be in jail.”
“There are worse places than jail,
Diane.” As soon as it was out, I wished I hadn't said it.
She'd hear the pain in my voice, and it pricked her curiosity. She
looked at me a long moment, then asked quietly, “Why do you say that?”
I stared back at her, resisting her
green-eyed gaze until the silence that rose up between us solidified
like a granite wall, each of us on either side of it.
There was a knock on the door, which
opened just enough for Lucy Miller to stick her head in.
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Accusing a public
defender of selling out her client does not exactly enhance career
longevity, but at the time I didn't care. Lucky deserved better
than Diane was giving him, and I was the only one around to remind her
of that. If doing so meant I had to put my job on the line, then I
would. I'm not a hero, but I'm no wage-slave, either.
Besides, street lawyers are supposed to be above the hierarchal mindset
of their more conventional colleagues, or so I always believed.
As we entered the small courtroom
across the hall, I hoped Diane was reconsidering her position on Lucky,
but no sooner had they sat down at counsel table than he let out one of
his ear-splitting howls. When Judge Stone grimaced in distaste,
Diane turned to me with a superior look that confirmed her earlier
intention. From the set of Judge Stone's face, it was obvious
Diane would have no problem getting him to agree.
Not that she would under normal
circumstance. Any of the actors — the judge, the attorney for
either side, a guardian, even some “other person acting on behalf of
the defendant” — can raise the issue of competency, though in
practice it's left up to defense counsel to question whether their
client can meet the two-pronged test. Simply put, criminal
defendants must be able to understand the charges they face and be able
to assist their lawyers in their defense. Although the threshold
to be found competent is low, I doubted Lucky would ever pass the test.
Which meant that unless a miracle
happened, the whole question of his guilt or innocence would never be
addressed.
Judge Stone began reading aloud from
the Information, but quickly stopped when he saw the John Doe. “Mr.
Brown,” he said to the State's Attorney, “do we have an ID for the
defendant yet?”
“I may be able to help, your
Honor,” Diane said before Brown could reply. “My client's name
is Donald Allen Hall.”
“What's your date of birth, Mr.
Hall?”
When the judge looked directly at
him, Lucky started whimpering and glancing back to where I sat in the
first row behind the defendant's table.
“I don't have an exact date of
birth,” Diane said, “but I believe he's twenty-two years old.”
Lucky's whimpers grew louder and
more insistent, the judge's irritation more pronounced. Stone
wasn't known for his patience, though in other ways he was a fair and
competent judge.
“Isn't there something you can do
to calm your client?” he asked Diane.
“I'm not sure, your Honor, but I
think if my investigator was sitting next to him, it might help.”
As a non-lawyer I wasn't permitted on the other side of the bar that
defined the legal arena.
Judge Stone looked at me and nodded
his head in consent.
I quickly took the seat next to
Lucky, which appeared to help. Though his breathing, a kind of
staccato panting, was loud enough to fill the courtroom, he immediately
stopped whimpering and sat quite still.
In the quiet that followed, Judge
Stone quickly found probable cause, then informed the defendant of his
legal rights, including the right to return the following day for the
official arraignment. As usual, Diane agreed to waive the 24-hour
rule and proceed directly to the formal arraignment. Stone then
accepted the not guilty plea Diane tendered on behalf of Lucky, and at
the State's request denied bail to the defendant, “given the capital
nature of the offense.”
When Diane stood up and requested an
evaluation for competency, Stone glanced down at the form he was filling
in and asked, “And insanity at the time of the offense, as well?”
She hesitated, and I didn't know why
since it was standard practice to address both issues if there were any
chance that the defendant's mental state might be raised, either during
trial or at sentencing. When she started shuffling papers on the
table in front of her, an obvious ploy for time, I suspected she was
having second thoughts, that what I'd said was starting to sink
in. She glanced my way and saw me staring at her. Then she
stiffened and said emphatically, “Yes, your Honor.”
He checked off the additional box on
the form and then ordered Lucky sent directly to the Vermont State
Hospital at Waterbury for up to thirty days.
The State's Attorney jumped to his
feet and objected. “Your Honor, the State requests that the
evaluation be done at the correctional center or at the offices of
Northeast Kingdom Mental Health. We do not believe that the
defendant needs to be transferred to Vermont State Hospital. We're
under the impression that sending him there could result in unnecessary
delay of the case.”
What he really meant was that he was
grasping at straws to avoid a finding of incompetency. The last
thing Brown wanted was an incompetent defendant, which would mean no
clear conviction on a widely publicized homicide that had horrified the
public. State's Attorneys were elected officials in Vermont, and
the next election was looming. This was exactly the kind of case
that incensed voters, exacerbating their worst fears about public
safety. Brown, who had been in office for the past sixteen years,
knew that he had to bring in a quick and clear conviction with maximum
punishment.
Diane rose and countered Brown's
argument. “The Division of Mental Health is expediting all
evaluations. They clearly want to reduce their census in a
continuing effort to downsize the state hospital.” She put her
hands inside the pockets of her black blazer, then continued. “I
also would point out that given my client's — ” she grasped for the
right words — “current demeanor, he faces harassment and potential
physical violence from the other inmates at the correctional
center. I suggest the state hospital would be a safer, more
appropriate setting for the evaluation to occur.”
Judge Stone nodded his head in
agreement and said simply, “My order stands. The State's
objection is noted for the record.” Then he stood up and started
leaving the courtroom. A pale man of fifty whose nervous eyes
darted behind gold wire-rim glasses, Stone was short with a growing
paunch, neither of which was noticeable until he came down from the
elevated judge's bench.
“Judge Stone,” the State's
Attorney called after him. Walter Brown had a high, almost whiny
voice that seemed at odds with his physical stature, for he was a tall,
trim man who always held himself erect as though he were standing at
attention.
Stone turned brusquely back, clearly
annoyed. “Mr. Brown, I am not eager to hear whatever it is you
insist on saying. We have been in this courtroom since eight
o'clock this morning and it is now nearly seven in the evening.”
“I'm well aware of that your
Honor, but I want to point out that 13 V.S.A. 4815 requires that the
defendant go through a screening process before a formal evaluation
occurs.”
Brown was a fighter who never gave
up, even on the most picayune points. He was relentless, some said
ruthless, and it made him one of the toughest prosecutors in the state.
Stone turned to Diane for help, and
while she knew the prosecutor was legally on solid ground, she said, “If
the State is truly concerned with timeliness, it ought to understand
that the screening process itself will result in additional delay.
At this time of night, it's unlikely that the competency screener would
be immediately available. The statute allows the court to forego
the screener's recommendations if they can't be made within two hours of
the defendant's appearance at court.”
Judge Stone considered the options
for a moment, then turned to the State's Attorney. “Thank you,
Mr. Brown, for reminding us of the wisdom of the legislature in
circumscribing judicial discretion.” His sarcasm cut through the
courtroom.
“Your welcome, your Honor,”
Brown said, ignoring the sarcasm because he'd thought he'd won.
Judge Stone turned to Diane.
“And thank you, Ms. Ashley-Warner, for making it possible for us to go
home tonight.” He quickly gathered together the various
documents before him and handed them to Lucy Miller, who had been
monitoring the tape machine that was recording the proceedings.
Then Stone pronounced with finality, “The defendant will be
transferred to the state hospital for an immediate evaluation to
determine competency to stand trial and insanity at the time of the
offense.” 
He banged his gavel, something I'd
never seen him do, and was gone from the bench in a flurry of black
judicial robes.
Diane smiled sweetly at Brown, who
shrugged his shoulders in feigned nonchalance. She could afford to
be gracious, having gotten exactly what she'd wanted.
I stood in the empty hallway and
watched the sheriff's deputies march Lucky out the front door. At
the last possible moment Lucky turned his head and gave me one of his
sad looks.
I said, “I'm sorry,” though I
doubted he heard me.
As the heavy doors closed behind
him, Diane came out of the courtroom, very buoyant and expansive.
She came right up to me and said, “Now we have to decide what to do
next.”
“I thought it was already
decided. Lucky's on his way to being found incompetent.”
“I'm not talking about Lucky.”
She looked at me then, very intensely, and there was a tone in her voice
I'd never heard before. She was standing close to me again, her
hand on my arm as it had been before the arraignment. Once more I
could feel her breath on my neck.
“Then who are you talking about?”
“You and me.”
“Look, Diane, I just can't agree
with your plan to get Lucky found incompetent. It's nothing
personal. You know that.”
“You don't understand, Jimmy.”
She looked away a moment as if embarrassed, then ran her tongue over her
lips before saying very distinctly, “I'm talking about what we're
going to do about the way you keep looking at me.”
“What do you mean?” I asked,
though of course I knew exactly what she'd meant. I felt my heart
speed up, my mind begin to race as I wondered what I could say to stop
this impossible moment of Beauty confronting the Beast.
Just then we heard Judge Stone and
Lucy approaching down the hall. In a moment they'd be in sight.
“Let's get out of here,” Diane
said, then took my arm as we headed towards the exit. Her car, a
new silver Audi, was parked in the lot next to the courthouse. My
old Toyota pickup was down the street in the public parking lot behind
Anthony's Diner.
“Let's take my car,” she said.
“Where to?”
“How about dinner at my place?”
“What about Bob? Isn't he
waiting?”
“No,” she said, then grimaced
and gave a low laugh, which had more than a little bitterness in
it. “Believe me, Bob is not waiting.”
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